~ChEeZyChEdDaRcHeEsE~

my head feels like it’s about to explode..it’s pounding relentlessly

‘get out of my head’ I tell them.but they won’t.no.they won’t listen to me.then again,nobody does.the winds of change are upon me.shifting me forward then backwards again.and everytime it shift backwards…i drift further and further away.

work’s depressing.friends are well…i fail to comprehend WHAT they are exactly anymore.often makes you rather drown in paperwork then be within 5m radius of them.no offence.

been travelling a lot.spent a few days in kuching,then almost 2 weeks in langkawi and a week in johore.came back.and STILL nothing’s changed.ok so in reality i can’t exactly ask for major turnover of things.not like i can get promoted overnight,nor change unit..or even better,to transform into another person altogether.