~ChEeZyChEdDaRcHeEsE~

Closed off from love
I didn`t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you`re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone`s looking round
Thinking I`m going crazy

But I don`t care what they say
I`m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don`t know the truth
My heart`s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing`s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I`m going crazy, maybe, maybe

You cut me open and I keep bleeding love

I have friends.I have aquiantances.A very clear cut theory: the people I cud get along..or like,would fall into the "friends" category.Whilst the ones whom I dun favour as much wud land in the "aquaintance" group; whereby sure..I know you,but no…I really cudn’t be bothered.

Enemies?I dun keep any.However,sum have been depromoted to the "total stranger" group.Whereby I consider myself as a total stranger to you.Since I don’t even know you therefore we have no business interacting in any manner whatsoever.

All these group of people I’ve segregated,each group has significantly contributed to my life experiences.I’ve met many that never walk the talk.Sure everyone has dreams,ideas & visions..but seriously,they mean nothing when they’re JUST thoughts.

I’ve met people who just lack in effort yet expect to be rewarded.With that kind of attitude,you’d never win me over.I’ve met the ‘excuses’ people.Who vent out their life frustrations yet counters ’solutions’ with meagre excuses.

I’ve met,people who I presume see themselves practising "freedom of speech".It’s a free country,I support freedom of speech..but I also believe that the things you say,shows the person you are inside.Thinking before you speak,prevents irreconciable damages.

I’ve met soooooooo many…opportunist.They’d appear once a while in your life when a ‘need’ arises.These keep the "barter trade" system going.

But I’ve also met some really,really great people along the way.I like being around friends minus the ‘pressure’ of:

-ensuring every cent spent is ‘accounted’ for

-self absorbed conversations of the I,Me,My syndrome

Being friends mean that you’re willing to accept the shortcomings of that friend.To err is human.I keep telling myself that.But to keep "err"ing in the very same manner over & over again is definitely annoying..don’t you think?

~I’m not perfect.I’m not trying to be perfect.I do however,try to be the better by each day~

can  i go away.far away.and not come back.leave everything behind me.and not think of whatever that lies ahead.call it irresponsible.deep in thought,it actually maybe the most "sensible".

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