Archive for October, 2007

tired&miserable

Friday, October 26th, 2007

What do you call a ’seasoned’ cab driver who addresses himself as "abang"?

a)a bit loose it the head

b)in massive self denial

c)gatal

d)over confident

e)total loser

f)no words could ever describe such traumatic experience!

Had this burning pain - trying to contain myself from bursting out in tears..of laughter.So by all means whenever you see a cab bearing the plate number HB 9206..don’t get on it.He’s sloppy,impolite & will be most likely to rip you off by:

a)demanding $15 instead of the $8 on his meter

b)taking routes you won’t even be familliar with (internal roads with single lane,less traffic & humans)

Couldn’t actually argue on it because I was alone,tired & miserable from work.And what is it with cab drivers and their resentment against the government?Blame.That’s all we’re good at.Try taking over posts in government offices & then tell me that you’re able to manage everything perfectly! - especially when you have "clients" who are difficult to please.

things to ponder

Friday, October 5th, 2007

It’s funny how I tend to see people as ‘boxy’ or ‘non-boxy’ these days.A box is usually assymetrical square shaped - which often may be related to the human mind itself.A closed mind is simillar to this box - all cooped up & closed tight!

That’s what I consider some people as.Closed minded people tend to have a boxed like head,contrary to the normal shaped head.And these also happen to be people I dread dealing/working with.Yes I know there’s a book called rules and guidelines.But I also know that they can be changed with reason and that they function as GUIDE - which means that you don’t exactly have to take it word by word!

You know smart people aren’t boxes.They’re smart because they’re able to see in and out of the box.So where do you think you stand?Smart people are straightforward,they skip all the unnecessary intros- they’re concise.So why do you need to write a whole load of crap to smart people who can see that within your 5 lined paragraph,only 3 words mattered (which was the actual message to be conveyed).Just cause you have rather slow understanding,you don’t need to explain it in such a way to other people.Not to people who’re definitely not like you..like you’re superriors.Nasib baik boss saya ni orang yang pandai!!Taklah kena dengar benda2 merapu dari orang lain.She may be particular in work but she isn’t "skema"!

The other thing I’ve started to experience at work is the poisonous ‘envy’ plague that goes around amongst women!Can’t we just be like men in certain aspects fr a change?Can’t we control the things we say?Why do we need to compete at everything?Why do we need to stay in a ‘clan’?Maybe despite that confident persona tht you’re trying to feign you’re actually very insecure tht you need to be within a clan (consisting of others with simillar traits) to make you stand out/be safe.Tht’s what I call loser!

If I got off to a good start whereas you didn’t,it isn’t luck.I worked fr it.Because I didn’t bind my mind to limitations - anything goes.Even if I don’t like something I’d still go out & do it,out of responsibility.So stop with the jealousy comments cause it hasn’t/isn’t/will never get you anywhere.