Archive for July, 2007

Birthdays..what of it..

Tuesday, July 31st, 2007

It’s August…a month generally fr those under the LEO zodiac.Leo..very frightening people.Most Leos scare me, like my aunt oh yeah..& let’s not forget my own flesh & blood.Birthdays,what of it?Celebrating another year of your life.Yep,you got it.YOU just got older.

I’m running out of ideas for presents.Or perhaps we should just gradually reduce the act of giving out presents until finally you just stop giving them all together when a certain age is reached.The older you get,the more difficult it is to figure out just HOW you should act upon the subject of birthdays.

Sure,I could just send an sms wishing a ‘happy birthday’ (so typical) & I seem to have this stencil-like birthday wish too tht I just reuse over & over (& tht just shows how creative I am..hah!).Calling would be even weirder as I wudn’t knw what to say.

So he’ll turn 26 this 4th.I haven’t got anything for him.No plans,no ideas..not the least bit of spark in my brain.Then again,we’re not exactly ‘communicating’.Probably due to work OR just well,our own faults.

forgetting all I’m lacking,completely incomplete

Thursday, July 19th, 2007

There comes a point in life where we’d stop & realize that we’re old (and no longer getting ‘older’).Or am I the only one who’s being all paranoid?*sigh*

I talk.But in comic bubbles.And YET,I’d expect that the messages have been successfully conveyed.Doesn’t actually makes much sense now does it?But I can’t help it.Urgh…It’s fruit season,tapi durian kat kebun atuk tak nak jugak gugur..(cilakak punya durian gemok..nnt kau..) Other than tht,there were heaps of rambutan..mkn sampai muak sambil pura2 mcm xsakit digigit dek kerengga (silap la pegi kebun lps g kenduri kawen..baju kurung tue..)

I get msges on vacancies.Reports,Local Plans,Masterplans,GIS,AutoCAD..I’m freakin tired of em.Perhaps the day will come when I get nauseated just by looking at a layout plan…hah hah…so forklifting it is!

Terasa seperti baru semalam (feels like yesterday?)

Wednesday, July 11th, 2007

(PART 1)

I’ve always loved the scent of lit matches; the ones with the ‘superman’ as trademark. They remind me of nenek. Matches were something you’d find in abundance around nenek’s house. She’d lit one when cooking, and lit candles with them when we wanted to play firecrackers, also when burning dried leaves (yes, open burning were “legal” back then), or for those mosquito coils at night. It was indeed, a smell I was accustomed to.

Atuk has a big house; or land rather. It was a plain one storey house-a semi permanent one of partial brick and partial wood. I remember his big cage of pigeons at the rear end of the house; whites, blacks, greys, any shade you could ever think of. He had so many that I thought atuk was using them to send letters! (what the…) of course there were also other types of birds, chickens and ducks as well. Oh yes, and who could ever forget atuk’s neighbour’s pair of geese that happened to be as tall as I (at 4 years old). They were indeed a cruel pair like Bonnie & Clyde, always lingering around near atuk’s bird cage and chasing you for no apparent reasons! Oh, and their squeaks were tormenting! To me the biggest threat there were those pair.

Atuk’s bird cage was attached to a wooden tool shed, which I used to refer as atuk’s museum. It’s where atuk keeps apart from his tools, his collections of antiques: his old bicycle (with the really thin tyres!), old television, radio etc. Over the years, as atuk’s grandchildren number grew (with 10 kids try & guess how many cousins I had), he made improvisions and soon, there were no longer the mini zoo and museum. Pretty soon, there wasn’t much to explore anymore.

As I’ve said, atuk has a big piece of land. There was a sort of ‘fire break’ beside atuk’s house. Big enough to set up a tent when my uncles got married, and to fit 2 cars a row and about 4 to 6 cars a column.  I’d say that was big enough for kids to run around till they barfed and play their mischevious tricks.

Nenek meanwhile has cordoned the house area with flowers. Nenek planted ‘malay’ roses and a huge bunga kenanga tree in front of the house. So everyone who comes for a visit will be greeted with a plesant scent.Since I often sleep through the trips to atuk’s house, dad would carry me into the house and I’d always knew that we had arrived judging by that scent.

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I’m sad with happiness,

I’m affable thru bitterness,

I’m conceited in modesty,

I’m deceived with honesty.

(ex)

take me out to the ball game..

Monday, July 2nd, 2007

for sure I don’t mean soccer or what ppl refer to as football (seriously soccer’s a better term..as I tend to associate football to American football..y’knw..as in The Patriots?!Wayne Brady?)I so don’t love soccer..not anymore.I prefer baseball (straping men who can pitch,hit,run & catch!)

I nw read on a daily basis & so can’t believe tht I’m still doin the very thing tht I dread!Did you knw tht the community library has good stuff?I mean REALLY good stuff.I dun tink I can find any books on Tutankhamen or Onn Ja’afar anywhere.Tutankhamen is the boy king who died shortly after he succeeded the throne.His successor tried to ‘delete’ him & his ancesstors frm history.How ironic.Onn Ja’afar seems to have beenforgotten as well..

Went to flea market the other day.There were cute lil loop eared bunnies - I SO wanted them!But to spend $220 fr a pair at the moment seems rather absurd!(kept telling myself..ptptn..ptptn..) =p So in order to restrain myself frm the devil ‘Malaysia MEGA Carnival Sale’ I need to constantly remind myself tht I’m in great debt!

So the end line for the song would be "Cause it’s one,two,three strikes you’re out!At the old..ball game…."