~ChEeZyChEdDaRcHeEsE~

blind as bat..as if I’m too blind to see..too retarded to think..too coldhearted to feel..

C’mon,what do you take me for?any trace of idiocy of mine are only superficial I can assure. So tell you what, I’ll skip all the pseudo introductions and get straight to facts:

+those whom foresake me shall in return be foresaken

+those superficial ‘friends’ who consider themselves as a ‘friend’ (by their own poor judgement) of mine shall too be foresaken

+desperate magpies and copycats are big pathetic losers in my dictionary

+those who talk the talk but can’t walk the walk are a disgrace

+those who consider age as a de facto to maturity are even bigger losers

+those with whallowing in self pity  as modus operandi for sympathy deserve none

+if you’ve got issues,confront them - dun go around slitting throats

=Don’t even think,even for a second that I would ever regret in discarding people out of my life.My success and failures have been my own and I owe you nothing=

4 days can be excruciating - especially when you’re on a team that’s just not so well organized…and many doctors ARE very hard to please!(with great emphasize on Pengarah Hospital) So glad we had the JKR ppl, atleast most of them had a good sense of humour and weren’t so reluctant to smile evey now & then…and all these while I thought the engineers were rigid.

Hadn’t seen the sun for 4 consecutive days (morning - night were spent in the hotel),not surprisingly I came down with a fever…and no, the 100 doctors who came didn’t actually help in my healing process either.Being out in the hot sun on day 5 gave me a massive headache was practically blinding me…

Throughout the whole ordeal,I’d have to say that the best moment for me was when Dr Khairiyah Talha came on stage and massacred everyone. Score 1-0 for planning!The only representitive from planning background who stood out of the 150 participants of engineers, architects and doctors (top 3 pros ni) - or atleast that was how I saw it..horray for planning!

All in all,the food was great, the hotel was kinda great..and ending the 4 looongg days of the conference was most definitely the greatest thing!

+couldn’t actually figure out why the title was ‘Planning & Design’ when most of those who came can’t ‘plan’ nor ‘design’ instead were actually those on the ‘client’ and the ‘exucution’ side+

The precious moments are all lost in the time|They’re swept away|and Nothing is what it seems|The fear of belonging to your dreams…

Eve of 7th Nov 2006 ~ that’s the day I’ll remember; the day I took the LAST exam of my whole education in IIUM. Done.Finito.No more worries about exams..then again,I hope I passed it lah.

…found it hard to actually ’study’ for an exam..I wasn’t sleepy, wasn’t tired,wasn’t plain lazy..but rather..became this "soppy melancholic tortoise who listens to pathetic songs with depressing lyrics mocking me of my singlehood…"(made a lyric pulak..ceh…)

…THE ONLY HINDRANCE of me graduating now is that darn project paper!Please note that the word ‘Project Paper’ ‘PP’ or ‘Thesis’ have been banned in my vocabulary.Please do not mention those should any of you want to talk to me as any mention of it will lead me to not entertain any further conversations with you in the future…comprende?!

+final slings & arrows+I COME I SEE I CONQURE…+

|Gelap bukan malam|Terang bukan siang|Satu tak terbilang|Hanyut tak terenang Waktu tak terasa|Rindu tak terkata|…|

~So far,I’ve managed to do ONE thing from my ‘to do’ list..which was ‘Open Season’ (not bad actually).I dun seem to be doing any progess am I..haha

At present,I’ll be adding another element to my ‘to do’ list - food testing!After a movie the other day,a friend provoked me to try on new kinds of food.All were great!And now,I’m hooked on trying all sorts of food.What..?what’s that?my weight?my weight is perfectly fine,it’s not like I’ll ever look like angelina jolie or jeniffer garner anyway..sheeshhh!~

+makes you wonder why the State Govt+LAs (esp e President)  never bothered to do THOROUGH background checks before electing the Councils.far too late for that now,their image has been badly tarnished and nothing can be done to compensate their scarred dignity+