~ChEeZyChEdDaRcHeEsE~

Fact : I’m 23 & I don’t have a job!(nor do I have a degree at hand) -try & guess why?!!!

Fact : I detest people who talk a lot about nothing..does the Malay word "BUKTIKAN!!!" bear any meaning???

Fact : I’m trying to control this rage I have building inside

You can talk the talk,BUT can you walk the walk?Sure,everyone wants the best in life but it’s when one starts getting confused between the thin lines of wanting the best OR innitially just being plain greedy that it becomes a nuisance.God,let me not be surrounded (nor consumed)  by this heinous plague!

A degree,is this piece of paper (which I happen to not have - yet!) with fancy written text clarifying you studied what,when & where. A result transcript is (also) this piece of paper that states all the possible alphabets used to represent your performance (at the moment the universal education system has choosen A-F..G-Z?have yet to be introduced!).A brain however,is something that everyone claims to have,but most… fail to use!An experience is an event worthwhile keeping only when you LEARN from it. IQ vs EQ.

Fact : Although I’m a year behind.I know for a sure fact that these are the people whom I’m suppossed to be with,these are the people whom I work BETTER with.If God had plans to give me a wake up call,this was one of it.Regrets?I have none! (sounds kinda familliar..haha)

Tuhan, padaMu ada kedamaian

Di ribaanMu kebahagiaan

Tiada lagi rasa kesangsian di hati

CintaMu,cinta tulus suci murni

KasihMu nan abadi..

The thing with working life is that you work your a** off 5 days a week (assuming that thre’s no extra work piling for the weekend la) with the motivation that when the weekend comes,you’ll be able to just give ur goodself a treat..a movie perhaps..bowling..or just snoozing all day..yabba..yabba..yabba..I now see that this theory is NOT EVEN CLOSE TO POSSIBLE!

By weekend (and God willingly there’s no need to go to the office),laundry piles up.So you get to that,& when that’s done,you start to realize that there’s the ironing,cleaning,grocery shopping etc to be done.When that’s all done..you realize that it’s now a MONDAY - and the whole mundane cycle begins..again!!Thank God that it’s already middle of the month..a few weeks away from freedom (feels like I await independece of my country!)

Here’s a tip for a pre job application - be sure ur prepared to undertake all it’s gruesome challenges..turmoils..if not,by all means don’t even bother to send a resume!

Bintang terang itulah dirimu
Janganlah redup dan mati
Aku dibelakangmu memeluk dan menjagamu

What is this that I hear?What is this that I feel?Can it be?Or may it be just a dream?..

I’m at home..

Alone..

Is this..could this be..yes,I think it is!!PEACE AND QUIET..all the time in the world for myself.Indeed it’s a gift I treasure for it doesn’t come often (go figure!).Often I’d pray that I wouldn’t be in Hamlet dodging from all those slings & arrows of outrageous fortune =p

On the way to PJC (I dread Putrajaya now),despite it being tremendously hot that I cud smell ‘me’ cooked medium to well done (like steak) we (not me) ran ON to a lizard..Whopps!Too late to stop.The thought of a satria’s wheels crushing it’s back bones..makes me..*faint* RIP

Perhaps God is playing tricks on me.We went to the finance department of PJC to get endorsement from..a Mr. ‘Lee Szed’ Kee (ok so if u didn’t get that,please know that I think you have a low sense of ‘critical thinking’) =p

On top of all that,by the end of the day I won siti’s new cd (not that I fancy her,but hey..I wanted to win atleast something worth $30) from those hot.fm crew in front on sect14 at 10pm (hah..balik lambat lagi..*sigh*).Prior to that,I had to sing in public of course..Embarassing?like hell it was.Trembling?Shaking is more like it..sampai balik rumah!

It’s been 4 years since my "field trip" to Kg. Pasir..and now..I’m hearing that a landslide occured..Can’t believe that was actually our site for 1st year studio.So much could change in so little time.At one moment everything’s fine,and the next second..all that you realize is left are just mere memories.