~ChEeZyChEdDaRcHeEsE~

The days seems to be passing soooooooooooooooo slowly..Why?Slings and arrows of outrageous fortunes.. -_-"

Despite coming home at 10,I’m still up and about..hope it’s not insonmia.The weekend?They no longer belong to me.For I now shall have to give up this weekend and all the weekends to come..take them..by all means do..They no longer bear meaning to this mundane life.

Place which could tire you..could sometimes be solitude.I don’t deny this solitude that I have found.Yet I can’t deny that it may also be a temporary solitude.Either to be given back when it’s time, or when others take it away from me.

A friend sent me a song.I thank you for that…and now..it shall make me cry..because now..I am almost happy..

~and then a hero comes along..with the strength to carry on..and then you cast your fears aside..and you know you can survive~

Suram..

Be what it may in English..but that’s the state of environment I’m in.It’s the 3rd week of practical,and with the new interns in this week..I feel a whole lot better!Now atleast I’d have people of similar ‘wavelength’ -_-"

Work’s not so bad..not yet however.. (perhaps cause it’s only the 3rd week, there’s still 7weeks to go!).Lunch becomes a tiresome task..a total of 6 lanes to be crossed just get lunch on WHICH shall I add has cars,trucks,trailers speeding on it..*sigh*

Nonetheless,I’m thankful just to be in PJ (my kinda place)..and also to have friends to share my daily ‘working’ life with..I love getting smses in the morning all through the 8 long hours of work! ^_^

I may be cruel,evil and problematic..but I’m cruel and evil ONLY to the people who make me a problematic person…go figure..

= Some things change for the best..and some,for worst.All I can hope for is that the changes are for the best,even if they hurt a whole lot =