~ChEeZyChEdDaRcHeEsE~

That cough mixture?Seriously..I don’t EXACTLY know either to thank it or not..
I guess it kinda helped me to be rather ‘quiet’ in the exam room..(well almost quiet la..)
ON THE OTHER HAND…it made me so drowsy I almost fell asleep just walking into the exam room..
might as well I get myself doped up on crack!

AAARRGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH…the frustration of those silly, silly exam q…and my silly, silly answers…owh the agony!!!At the moment, apart from trying to find contact to the nearest drug dealer,I really feel like flushing my head in the toilet..
“The worst is over now..and we can breathe again..I want to hold high..and still my pain…awaaaayyyy…”

Pepagi buta dah tehoyong-hayang..then I come to KAED..all these smiling faces..why in the world would any of you smile????It’s an exam for heaven’s sake!!!(ok..so I may be a lil overboard but hey,I was on drugs..sorry fr d expression)..aaahh tak larat nak senyum pun…”cause I’m broken…when I’m lonesome…and I don’t feel right..when you’re gone away…”

owh the crappy seasons here I can just taste it!when will the weather change for me?what I really want is my comfy bed..my cat snooring beside me.. T_T

studio’s OVER…it’s like..a dream come true!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahaha….

To sum up yesterday’s events:

-last overnite at studio = up till 3++ am..cracked up some jokes..messed up some minds… =D

-got to studio to face the ever-so-challenging PORTFOLIO…

-studio looked great,students looked great,asessors I dun care,food was great..seniors who came were ggrreettttt too…

-learnt the art of tying a ‘tie’ yeeyyy!! (byk mazhab rupernye)

-after the long awaited speech+comments by beloved HOD a.k.a studiomaster..got some scrolls (fuiyooooooooooooooooo scroll tue!!) fr suppossedly ’studio graduation’ -session ended at 7pm (very emo moment..haha)

-hit the roads=off to KL..ehem…(deleted)

-grabbed dinner at mali’s (met someone who wanted a ‘kakak ipar’ so desperately..perhaps shud try planning studio 4 eh?)

-back to campus by 11.30pm..managed to ditched pakgad main gate (psl tader sticker..sigh)

and today..yes…yes…today..I had an English exam;seriously only 2 hours?definitely not enough time to write more convincing crap -_-"   Tomorrow?owh another paper..owh the slings and arrows of outrageous fortunes…

Dm                 Am
Tak pernah aku impikan

Bb                   F                  C
Betapa beratnya meruntuhkan hatimu
Dm                  Am
Lama sudah ku menunggu
Bb                  F               C
Seutas harapan tulus cintamu

Int : G

G                            Bb
Takkan kutemui wanita sepertimu
G
Takkan kudapatkan
Bb           C
Rasa cinta ini

Reff :

Dm                           Am
Kubayangkan bila engkau datang
Bb                 C       Dm 
Kupeluk bahagia kan daku
Dm                       Am
Kuserahkan seluruh hidupku
Bb          C            Dm
Menjadi penjaga hatimu

Int : Dm  Am   F   G

Dm                 Am
Sering kali kutemukan
Bb                    F           C
Mahkota bertabur intan permata
Dm                  Am
Meski aku telah terbiasa
Bb                        F           C
Tambatkan hatiku pada wanita ..oh ….

Hope you’re readin..I was actully thinkin of e-mailing you a hate note but hey,why not just go public?Hope you’re not down on the D thang;you can’t possibly be-because I’m pretty sure that it’s with ME now. FYI,I don’t intend to give it back to you either in the near future..hah!

The morbid spells of curses are upon me. What more of the ultimate doom can I ask for?I see the sky not getting any brighter - well not anymore!My studies are messed up like maple leaves on the sidewalk during autumn,my head’s spinning like a dory fish that I keep losing my things, the people are still cruel as hell yet pose an angelic look..and at this point in mylife I’d just like to kick this particular person’s a** for being the biggest a** that he always was!Point for life - when you mess with my friends;you mess with ME!!!

So please get rid of that ridiculous smirk on your face!What goes around comes around-think about that!You’re old enough to make wise decisions so please don’t make the mistakes of a 5 year-old..growp up!

-so close to being a male hater for life-

The Sugar Jar’s Empty..

Fill it up they say..

Fill it up..

But with what should it be filled?

With brown sugar?

Of not too sweet nor taste bitter?

Or with fine sugar?

Or course,should it taste better?

And if not to liking,

Change it for cubes or icings,

Unless health is at stake,

Sweetners are the best intake..

All these sugar,

What will I do?

The Jar’s still empty,

While I’m without a clue..

But wait…oh..wait!

The Jar,cannot be filled,

Not even with the greatest will,

As the Jar…was never empty,

Rather,it was faulty..

The Sugar Jar’s broken..