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Intro : Am G F G Am G F (2x)

C F

Hamparan langit maha sempurna

Am G

Bertahta bintang - bintang angkasa

C F

Namun satu bintang yang berpijar

Am G

Teruntai turun menyapa aku

Reff 1 :

C F

Ada tutur kata terucap

Am G

Ada damai yang kurasakan

C F

Bila sinarnya sentuh wajahku

Am G F

Kepedihanku pun… terhapuskan

Intro : Am G F G Am G F (2x)

C F

Alam raya pun semua tersenyum

Am G

Merunduk dan memuja hadirnya

C F

Terpukau aku menatap wajahnya

Am G

Aku merasa mengenal dia…

Reff 2 :

C F

Tapi ada entah dimana

Am G

Hanya hatiku mampu menjawabnya

C F

Mahadewi resapkan nilainya

Am G F AM

Pencarianku pun… usai sudah

Int : F Am F F G

Back to Reff :

C F

Mahadewi resapkan nilainya

Am G

Mahadewi tercipta untukku

C F

Mahadewi resapkan nilainya

Am G

Mahadewi tercipta untukku

-Mahadewi-

Hey Love..

I know you’re reading this..It’s gud to know that apart from me,there’s someone else reading this blog thinggie (who’d ever thought I’d be stuck on something like this?)And thanks for calling too,it was a really nice surprise.(I went beserk)

I miss you guys a lot…and I mean A WHOLE lot!Still remember that "D" that brought us together?Shall we take time to thank it?haha..I think not.Owh and I guess by now we’ve started to outgrown that "D" rite?  (^_^)

I know lotsa things have changed and we really do need time to catch up on those.We haven’t seen each other in a while.As previous years,I’m not making an exception on making a wish for this year either.Why bother when you know they’re not real? (me being cynical about things..)

But if indeed they were real,I’d wish for time to stop - back when I was at the age of 17.Because then,I would’ve had everything I’ve ever wanted in my life but was too blind to see nor be grateful for them -all those whom I really love..and that was when,I still had you by me.I’ve lost so much that I don’t think there’s an antonynm for the word ‘lose’.

Anyway,I guess I’m doing fine.Know that, I’m taking each day as it is and trying not to make a big whine (your favourite trait) about everything or anything,since I can’t be calling you as charges for international calls will indeed put me in great debt+and less pressure for you heart too (I know I’ve had given you a few heart-attacks here and there haha)

I look great?That’s just your mind playing tricks on you again..I think it’s called optical illusion (I’ve gained weight if that’s what you wanted to know haha).Owh and lately I’ve been playing those ‘mind games’ and please,before you call me psychotic..the mind games that I’m referring to is ’sudoku’.Apparently there’s other forms of it too like ‘kakuro’ etc.

Watched ‘Memoirs of a Geisha’?If not,then don’t!!The book was better (and I didn’t even liked the book!).But better than the ‘Catcher in The Rye’ I think (phony!!) no offence ya.I shud be at home till the 1st so if you do come back for CNY,do drop by.I’ve eased up on my erm..nocturnal lifestyle-you’d get tired of em at some point.

So far,no b**** fights or anything so yeah life’s pretty dull (okay,so it’s not like I have the guts anyway).The crowd’s here are kewl,tho there are some people who’re just plain cruel and so I’ve resorted to sun tzu’s "to subdue the enemy without a fight is a perfect victory" slogan.So let it be known that yes ‘you’ have hurt me..ever so very badly & I can’t be bothered to know your stand on it so let’s just play the game ‘you’re’ ever so good at -pretending nothing happened.

(it’s not addressed to you,love!)

All in all,I hope you’ll come back soon & wouldn’t mine if any part of your ‘kiasuness’ have been left behind on your way back =p .Tho I know I cud’ve just e-mailed you,but it’s a lot more ‘wicked’ this way..hehe

p.s:maroon eh?can’t I just have you then?kidding…just kidding..

Everytime I get back from a site visit,I’ll get sick. I doubt that it’s because the weather change (what weather change?no winter or summer…). Perhaps, it because each time I go for site visit, I’ll tend to have "too" much fun..owh well, no regrets!I really have a thing for beaches..I get easily hooked up on em..I love the fine, white sands..the sea….

Langkawi was a BLAST! Wish I cud spend summore time there (but then again,I dun have anymore $$$ left..).For now, it’s back to doin outlines for English and all those other this & that report for studio..owh & not forgettin those independent studies - work never cease to end!

The list of the new movies released are just KILLING me, but I must restrain myself-for it is the devil who’s calling me to it..(ha ha ha..). At the moment, discarding any bit of my social life (or whatever’s left of it) seems to be the best solution. Because, as it it turns out, I’d be the one who’s always pissed off. The way I see it- 2 possibilities : either I’m the one who’s being completely overly sensitive OR they’re just being plain mean to me..

And so..I’d rather just be at home..even if I do get trashed atleast they’re my own family..rite?"Want not…Waste not.."(I don’t see whre this fits in..It just popped out!)