~ChEeZyChEdDaRcHeEsE~

Just because I’m dumb that doesn’t mean I don’t have feelings!For the smallest things..

Call me sensitive but I wasn’t the one who threw tantrums for the least of things.Just coz I don’t cry publicly doesn’t mean I don’t at all & that’s just not an excuse to think that I’d take anything & everything without feeling anything at all.That any verbal cruelty do the least bit of effect on me!

Just because I keep my silence doesn’t mean that I’m all right with everything that has been said & done…and it doesn’t mean that I’d keep grudges-I don’t!

-The rain clouds are getting darker,the rain pours on mercilessly-

The days are getting slow,or perhaps my brain’s the culprit who got slow yet is constantly blaming others for it’s slowness.Skiing?I know not..but I know someone’s probably having a great time there.. ^_^ The new dudes are planning a brief trip to Langkawi this weekend,I just hope they do - and take me with them!

So far, the 3 weeks of classes have been quite relaxing-with frequent public hols every now & then.."and I could not ask for more….". It rains often, I like the drizzle type best,it’s the best weather to walk in.Can’t wait for the weekend to come,either it’s Christmas in Langkawi..or at home (yala..I dun celebrate it,but hey..makes the sentence better in some manner)

Your thoughts often go back in time…you’d miss them,& discard them all over again

+kau umpama bunga yang mekar di hatiku,

+ku harap kau mekarlah selama-lamanya,

+kau umpama bintang menyinari hidupku,

+ku harap kau terus bersinar…

And so I managed to get thru it - and passed! (yay for me)

Although I’d have to admit that I’m not quite entirely satisfied.He had the nerve to even come-up with the most ridiculous excuse for his own mistakes!Men+Ego thing!

I seriously have no mood nor any gud spirit left in me to face the up coming Monday blues!Especially when starts with "Planning Studio".I’m spending whatever’s left of my holiday+holiday $$$ towards stuffing my gudself..Had ramen,waffel ice-cream yesterday..and sushi,pretzels,beef & fries today - heck I don’t care if I gained weight! (beef maa..I so don’t eat em often..God!).It’s a good thing I’m at home-won’t be spending much of me own pocket money..haha

There’s still so much to do..laundry especially.And there’s my cat to say goodbye to.. :’(