~ChEeZyChEdDaRcHeEsE~

haha…(cuba gelak evil)..enjoying my post as "mastermind" dgn motto ‘kerja jalan tapi muka tak nampak!’..hahaha….(gelak lagik!)

I dun wanna get confused on what I’m doing here,perhaps you won’t but I can’t be sure of what feelings that might turn up along this line we call ‘friendship’.I’ve enjoyed having your friendship for these years & I hope to keep what we have for the years to come - perhaps for life!. By that I’ve decided that the less interface we have,the less we risk losing/wrecking our friendship.

I’ve never justified my past actions to you (I know sometimes you’d think that I’m mad at you/hate you but honestly I don’t!);perhaps because probably it will feel weird & akward for the both of us.Because we’re not of the same ‘kind’ there are certain limitations of what I can/cannot tell you,and this is one of those things.Another is that,no matter how I enjoy/value having you as a friend…you may never attain the title of ‘close friend’; ‘good friend’…or even ‘best friend’. Nonetheless, the title of ‘friend’ is difinitely yours.

-I’m sorry for having to be cruel at times;not because one deserved it but at times cruelty is just the only solution to a problem-

Feakin cold man!

Piles & piles of work;won’t blame anyone-sendiri carik fasal!(padan muke).Work’s stressin me..God knows la how much I ate for lunch..nasib dun haf extra money kalau tak..fuihh..all d aunty anne,cinnabon,delifrance..musti pegi!!

Thinkin of goin out to meet sum frens tonite..Can sumbody take me?!sob..sob..

I’d love to be boss..Means I wudn’t haf to spend so much time comin to me office coz me assistant can take care of me work..And I can become d most happiest person on earth! -_-’

It’s almost d end of d month;I’m tired;Haven’t been paid;and worrisome - next sem’s startin & I’m not too thrilled about it.Frankly,I’m gettin tired of dealing with biased "executives" who practically hold all eternal power to ‘employ’ or ‘dismiss’ oneself without any valid reason.There is no freedom and there is no justice yet still they pretend to "teach" those of what they not know.

*sometimes the most educated of us tend to make the most stupid mistakes*

Apahal…

makin me so pissed off!What’s ur freakin problem?You dun see me pushing my ego everywhere & everytime do you?!!!

Juz coz ur SO intelligent and ACCUSTOMED to magnificent VOCABS doesn’t mean you’ve managed to earn any respect from anyone around you…I may pretend to be polite & all dat s*** to ya but it don’t mean nuthin.Those are just ‘protocols’ for the time being…under "these" conditions.When this is all over you’d be outta me life coz I won’t need ya anymore..And that time will come..

*soon….very soon…*

KAED feels like Antartica!Startin to wish I had those cute penguins (frm Madagascar) around ere…ha ha..Meeting was a drag!It’s just tooooooooo freakin long which makes me soooooooo bored!I mean it’s not like I’ll be sayin anythin in d meeting itself..so y bother?! (unfortunately it’s job requirement)

Feel like I’m crosseyed..too much seeing numbers - makes me sick..aiyah! -_-’   Not lookin forward to next sem dat much..ha ha..I’d rather be working actually at d mo.

*So wanna sleep in me old room again*

It seems dat sad occassions occur to me on Fridays..sob..sob..Car crash is traumatising!

So many things to do and to worry about..next semester starts within a month from now..*sigh*

Was a long day yesterday..but a good one..A good friend came by to visit and I’m so glad for that (oh & the teddy was so kewl!) time seemed to passs by so quickly and it was near 10 p.m - time to go home..

Missing me old frens more & more

Tak…ada yang lain..

Selain dirimu..

Yang selaluku puja..

Ku..sebut namamu..

Di setiap hembusan nafasku..

Ku sebut namamu..

Ku sebut namamu..

It’s Friday..and my thoughts of everything going just okay (I’m not asking for ‘great’ just an ‘okay’) turned awry..My day’s ruined completely; and it’s only 8.30 a.m. =’(

Stuff in my bro’s car were stolen and lucky me..I was the bloody last one to use it!I’m so angry at myself..did I not lock the car?The gate was locked for heaven’s sake..those jerks!!!

It seems that I’ll be the one covering the ‘insurance’ claim for those lost things (and I’m so dead broke at d mo) with an exception of one particular thing belonging to myself..or rather a present I WAS going to give to a friend - which the burglar managed to leave me a crumpled ribbon & the birthday card..awww..how thoughtful..IDIOT!!!(why don’t you just take the whole damn thing..stupid A** ***E!!!)

The world isn’t cruel..life’s not cruel..it’s the people who make them cruel!I’m so not in the mood to work yet here I am at my work place!Called my bro,sounded cool as always yet I’m so drowned in pure guilt…

I’d strangle those bloody jerks with my bare hands when I catch them!!!

Today..on my way using the infamous MRR 2..I have successfully managed to waste a tank of fuel by going on a 140kmph++ spree on it only to be beaten by a PUNK who drove a black hyundai! Darn it…I shall stand to beleive that a 1.6XLI wud actually "made" it…perghh

So now I hate black hyundai punks!!!