~ChEeZyChEdDaRcHeEsE~

I’m still hopin fr a ‘better tomorrow’..like a more productive one perhaps!Well atleast someone’s gettin married this Sunday & I get to attend a wedding! (hey..not many ppl I knw gettin married ok!) Yaaayyy…

So seein me old frens again..so nice!Hmm..now I have yet to make a decision to confront my ever so award-winning lecturer who gave me a ‘D’.Discussions are pointless when only one-side is happy..People and the things they do.

So perhaps rather than wasting time on dat,I shall enggage myself to other activities more benificial like go & watch a movie or lumba haram..haha..so rempit! ;p

Oh my God!!!I’m brain’s melting like cheese!!!..I need to get out..I need to be doing something..need to be utilizing my brain!!!

So far it’s been like what?A month here?My brains are just fried!It’s not raw nor medium cooked..it’s well done!!!(Anyone for brain steaks?Ewww..) Well atleast my sis has sumthin to do - good for her!(let’s ALL cheer shall we?)Really wished dat I was in campus..won’t mind the work pressure coz atleast I feel dat I’m doin something worthy..haha

Huuu..hungry!Lapar…I shall await for maghrib to come,then I may eat.

-I spread my wings and I’ll learn how to fly- (Kelly Clarkson)

Can’t actually say dat I’m a big fan of reality shows but hey,the finale are always good to watch!Kelly Purdew..SUCH A GREAT MAN!!!Tho leadership credibility maybe questioned - dats juz sumthin one can work on.But he’s got brains!He’s nice,hates to fights,say the right things at the right time,he hates no one!!But apart from all dat,wut I actually liked about him was that he was a gentleman.

Lil things like opening the doors (even for Jen!!)and pushing in d chairs..how sweet!I’m so in love with Kelly Purdew!

-makes one think why others can’t be like him-

When I first saw you

I already knew

There was something inside of you

Something I thought that I would never find

Angel of mine

Take my photo off the wall if it just won’t sing for you

Cause all it’s left has gone away

And there’s nothing there for you to prove

Looked what’ve you’ve done you’ve made a fool of everyone

It seems like such fun until you lose what you have won (Jet)

Raining cats and dogs outside - tink I’m gonna hafta pick me sis up instead of lettin her walk today.*sigh* What I’d really want rite now or feel like doin anyway is to just go out with ‘a’ friend and have one hell of a jolly good time!Of course if dat not possible then I’d just go alone.Haven’t had d time to make ‘myself’ happy for a while.Unlike yesterday’s disaster I’d like to go to the place I want,do the things I want,buy the things I want (if any la..),say what I want..and anything and everything which ends with a ‘what I want’!!!As selfish as it may seem I really think I deserve it.

-and the world makes no sense-

Syukurkan harimu

Jangan fikirkanku

Takdir yang menuntunku

Pulang kepadamu… (SO7)

Tired…that’s what I was. Even too tired to think!. Humans make mistakes; and so did

I.

I never meant it to be of any harm…well, whatever! It was a very hot day, no matter indoors nor outdoors.

Lost all sense of appetite the whole day except during dinner at home *sigh*. Hearing friends voices does wonders to one’s soul; that’s one thing for sure. After one hell of a tiring-confusing-hot day, it was just pleasant to hear voices which I’ve missed, and are still missing at d mo. Wishing I could be with them, hearing their pathetic jokes (ha!), whining, laughter, arguments and mostly…their voices again. Our hols just won’t tally!

Currently in love with ‘Stairway to Heaven’ (and hoping my sis would be buying the next box of vcd soon!). The soundtrack was even better – carefully mastered and meaningful songs.

-I’m running on a never ending track, tired yet I don’t stop; And from the side lanes they call me insane…this is, my destiny-

Tired!!!Dat’s what I am.Humans make mistakes,so did I.Never intended to hurt anyone;infact tried to just make everyone happy..but I guess I didn’t succeed in it.Tired..I am..I am..

-I waited for it;and all I got were wrong answers-

Black Clouds..

And I hate everything..

And I hate anything..

This black cloud’s pouring rain on me,even the raindrops are black!I hate bossy dictator-like people a.k.a men.I may not be as bright but hey,I’m still part of the human beings on earth!

…this coldness seeps thru my veins,and I wait..till I feel nothing anymore…

YEZZAAAAAA!!!!!

Tired!That’s what I am.Apart from dat,I have this HUGE grayish rain cloud cast upon me..which incidently follows me where ever I go!Must’ve been d one from the day I stumbled upon that hideously printed sheet of paper..the ones which makes one think that all dat matters in the world ranges from letters A-F!

Passed by a furniture shop today,was blown away by this really cute and comfy chair..(note:for today my obsession is on chairs!haha..) So I guess for d next few days I’ll be doomed with this rain cloud on me.So not in the mood to see anyone now…revenge is wasteful and hate is pointless and so now,I’d rather be watchin video clips..atleast I know Rob Thomas is amongst those who’re actually good at their job!

Dahle susah nk masuk website and check d results..Seriously la..they should actually be worth their word..Why say that so and so date can check results then cannot access pulak?!

Well..well..Pakcik Din jahat!I try and so try to just be contented with the fact that he hates me but nooooooooooooooooo…he just wanted to make my life ever so bloody miserable!!!I studied hard dammit!Out of 7 subjects all were A’s and B’s then ‘he’ came along with all his ‘bajet hensem dan charming’ and wrecked my damn GPA by adding a ‘D’ to it!!Tau tak I worked so hard for it?If I didn’t why would I even BOTHER to pass up all the assingnment (and I really cracked my head doin them!) plus..I went for all the quizes!I calculated that I could’ve passed with that performance..and life is just so unfair!Dunia ini penuh dengan kekejaman yang tiada kesudahan..